As I headed east this evening on my commute home, I wept openly. With Christian music playing on the radio, the events of the day muddled my mind. There were words spoken by a frightened young woman, sadness and grief seen in tired eyes, and the conversation and stories about yet another leader who had strayed from the teachings of our faith. My heart was filled with heavy anguish. For a brief moment, I wondered is this how God feels as He looks at the current state of affairs. Does His heart grieve for the decisions His children make which have rippling effects across our families, communities, and Nation? My next thought was “Get a grip… I’m teetering on the edge of hopelessness.”
Almost as a last resort, I began to pray. First in words I knew, then with “groans too deep for words.” (Romans 8:26) The anguish started to lift as the lyrics of a favorite song came to mind.
“…….and there’s nothing I can do.
My only hope is to trust You
I trust You, Lord.
In the eye of the storm,
You remain in control
In the middle of the war,
You guard my soul.
You alone are the anchor,
when my sails are torn.
Your love surrounds me
In the eye of the storm…”
By the time I turned off the main highway and onto the last stretch of road towards home, I sensed God’s love surrounding me. He wasn’t going to let me sink into a hole of despair. He had replaced my anguish with peace. In those few short miles, the situations which concern me hadn’t changed but I had.
Where are you tonight? Have you experienced the rippling effect of bad decisions? Are you weary from fighting the war? Did you just think “Get a grip?” If you are weary, teetering on the brink of despair? My hope is God uses this song to encourage you too!